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letsrockrot
I could never understand you and there's no knowing what you're thinking of...
So from now on, you can pull my strings, squeeze me dry till I won't feel a thing at all.
I'm not going anywhere. I just don't want to bother anymore
 
 
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letsrockrot
I was at the bus stop. Missed 4 27s cause they were so packed. AND they took a hell of a long time to arrive. >:(

I was standing behind this old man (who was rather smelly) and for some reason, he kept stumbling backwards so I had to keep backing away from him. Then this random malay guy pulled me aside by my bag and went back to talking to his friend and left me standing there awkwardly cause I didn't know if I should thank him or not. It was weird.
 
 
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letsrockrot
Hello, this is weird. I have not posted for a month plus. I can't believe I forgot about livejournal, I only remembered cause I got a mail from lj.
I guess, this goes to show how busy I am? HAHHAHA YEAH RIGHT, as though my life's got action. I've mostly been busy with trying to mug but not even mugging and well TSD (no surprise) and the usual going-outs. I barely stay at home now, home's (house's?) dreary.
I can't really remember what's been going on (it's such a mad rush) so i'll just spam about the random happenings that I can remember, I apologise for having the memory of a goldfish, which is probably like a 5 seconds memory?

Basically, during the holidays, I went back to school. LIKE A LOT. At least half of every week I would be back in school. Preparing for TSD mid years (mono, duo, group(s) ), seniors' Alevels, the usual. Well at the very least, I'd choose going back for TSD anytime over going back for boring lessons!
I did manage to hang out quite a lot with friends though so thats good. Though I can't believe there was not ONE class outing or a proper TSD outing :( And I went on a half-family trip to Genting Highlands. Genting was well,spamming with kids (N) and there were an awful lot of ah bengs, I don't know why. I was lining up for a ride with my brother whom I like very much, and these two black (I don't mean it in a racist way, I swear. Please do not call strait times) guys approached us and asked me for my facebook. I was so scared, really. I gave a fake name :/
One of the days, We took a ride from these "drivers" that were hanging around the bus terminal to KL, the whole ride I was just worrying that they'll kidnap us and send us to North Korea or something. Went to my favourite mall there, The Pavilion, to shop. The mall's awesome, it has everything there. A giant Forever 21, Mango, Zara, Topshop, Pull and Bear (the usuals) and the best thing most malls in KL is that its rather empty and its big and spacious. There was literally no one at forever21, I didn't even have to queue for the dressing room. That was the highlight of my little getaway.

Then after the holidays, there were the oh so dreaded midyears, which I barely had time (and couldn't be bothered) to prepare for. Nothing much to say about it except, at this rate I'm going, I'm definately not promoting.
So we had our TSD midyears, a written unseen, a mono, a duo, and a group piece. Unseen was horrid, mono/duo was alright, group piece was such a pity cause I was so nervous I screwed it. I did better for the other group I was helping which sucks cause I'm not graded for it :/
andmrfquitonussonowwehaveanewteacherwhoisratherawesomeandiknowhe'llbeasomuchbetterteacherthanthepreviousonewhoisstillaskingustohandinhomework :|
Yeah so thats what I've been up to all these while, oh and of course helping the seniors.
Hmmmm, ehhhhh, uhhhhh what else....
seriously I think I'm quite jinxed. Unlucky things just happen to me all the time. This week's been full of them. I'm like, a magnet for unlucky trouble and sticky situations, not fun at all. URGGGHHH, lost skylight and apparently the test on it is tmr!!!

While typing this post, something cropped out and totally killed my buzz for a loooong post. I can't remember what I was gonna post about
EEEEE, stop ruining my day with stupid things.

Oh yes, now that we're done with midyears, we're moving on to choosing our IS(Indiv. Skill) for Alvls now. Mr T told us who he thinks should/would go for acting and well, some people didn't make the cut. It got pretty emotional and sad and stuff cause its just a really huge bump on our heads? I mean, we've been pretty slack and aloof,  so we're all thrown back by reality now. Scared shitless. And choosing IS-es, sucks, cause of our inabilities and lack of confidence and stuff, it is after all Alvls. And somehow, i think things will get competitive and tense among the 11 of us? I just hope we're still stay tight as ever. Sigh, when life gives you shit...well, there's no choice.

Anyway, Heeheehee. Caught Letters to Juliet yesteday. It was nice but somewhat cheesy in the ending. The guy, the english dude, was so cheesy!!!
"Can you move?"
"Only my lips" .________________.
BUT ITS OKAY, CAUSE HE'S CUTE AND GOOD LOOKING. so he gets away with it, and its kinda endearing when he does it
Good-looking people get away everything, they're just that forgivable. Like how hot guys are cocky but they have a reason to be.
I've never had tolerance for cheesy stuff but he's just so cute!!! His British accent! (HEEHEEHEE)
I Like :D

Fishballs, a few mere hours to schooooool.



dear you, I don't see how you think you can play with girls like that. cause if you break her heart, i break you. and rip your face, and kick you where it hurts most, and hang you out for your intestines to dry or something better.
Urgh, I should go grieve about it now, my posting buzz died.
 
 
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letsrockrot
4 days more to the holidays!
In this four days, I have Crit Comm, Reading Logs, Lit Essay, Math Questiosn to hand in. Sucks to be me.
Urgh, took an MC today but went to school for TSD
I love TSD sessions, its awesome possum fun with great company you'll never find in, say, a physics class.
today, we had a mad dancing/singing session while cleaning up the bbox. :DDDDDDDDD
Oh! I just remembered something, this morning, I totally walked into the glass door in the bathroom. It was rather retarded cause my arms were flailing about.
After TSD, went to the 3 malls @ tampines to buy stuff for humanities week with Rox
We bought a pregnancy test kit! HAHAHHAHHAHAH
I was just waiting for the counter lady's reaction but I was disappointed cause she didn't seem to notice :/

Today, I found Heleyna's birthday card for me, one? two? years back
It had a freaking lot of stalkerish photos of me
And after going through the photos, URGH
I MISS HAVING LONG HAIR AND PIMPLE/BLEMISH FREE FAIR COMPLEXION :((((
If only my hair could grow in like, 3 days. Then I can cut and grow it as and when I want to.

Oh holidays~ I"m eagerly awaiting your arrival
Should I or should I not go for the Genting/KL trip with the family?
I want to cause they'll be shopping at KL and mother's rather generous with spending when we're overseas
BUT I really need to study for Mid-yrs
PLUS I get the whole house to myself for 4 days! (PARTYYYYYYY) Okay, my sister would be around but she will be working
I am torn
I know I won't study even if I bring my notes along, and its during the last week of June!
AIYOOOOO
OH SHIT ITS COMING 12!
I really shouldn't be using the computer for reasons other than doing my CC
time isn't being very kind
 
 
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letsrockrot
20 May 2010 @ 11:19 pm
I AM HAPPY TODAY
 
 
letsrockrot
19 May 2010 @ 11:19 pm
I don't know what the hell I'm doing in school
It's been like what, 4 months and I'm still as lost as ever and everyday I have to tell myself this, " Dawn, this is fucking JC you're in, 2 years to make a miracle happen, so get your shit together or forever be a screw up"
Why why why am I so unfocused!
And it sucks cause the father's been very hostile lately
He's always been rather cold and hardly says more than 3 sentences but now, he chides me like I'm some dumb shit (to him, I probably am anyway)
Like, I'm sorry I don't know all the functions of GC yet, I'm sorry for not taking my socks off and sliding on the floor, I'm sorry for falling asleep on the couch, I'm sorry I missed dinner, I'm sorry I'm not good at math or science, I'm sorry for getting a measly 12 for Olevels, I'm sorry for choosing the arts stream, I'm sorry I'll never be a doctor or bloody mathematician, I'm sorry you're still not over me dropping pure sciences, I'm sorry you think I'm going astray, I'm sorry I haven't been to church on a regular basis, I'm sorry I'm home so little, I'm sorry for whatever disappointment I gave you. I'm sorry I'm so distant. I'm sorry that to you, its always what I can't do and never what I can do. I'm sorry because whatever I do, never gets your approval even though I try to ( and you don't think I do) I'm sorry I can't measure up to what is expected of me...
Okay, sarcasm aside...
Even though, I really should be going to church more, faith is so foreign now. Maybe I really should have gone to CJC.

The June hols are coming and I really need to study hard. So friends, please remind and bug me constantly about school work, I will not slap you, I swear. Study group, anyone?
Urgh, I miss secondary school, no wait, strike that. I miss kindergarten. I remember cheating during spelling and getting caught and tearing a teletubbies sticker from a classmate's bottle and making him cry :| HAHAHA
and falling everywhere I go (which still happens now)
Oh whatever, i shall just try to be sickly rainbowishly positive and that daunting pile of homework shall be cupcakes and cherries.
Cheers to a better tomorrow and what's left of this week
 
 
Current Location: in her shadow
Current Mood: worriedworried
Current Music: At the cross-Hillsong
 
 
letsrockrot
15 May 2010 @ 08:59 pm
It's been aaaaaages since I've updated. Been pretty caught up with school
I realised I've only been talking about school life the last few posts which is so so BORING
So I shall talk about how I got a facebook! Everyone's like "omg! finally! you're cool now"
I didn't really want to create a facebook, just that my classmates and friends use it a lot, and I feel so excluded cause everyone's like, "i'll tag you" or "i'mma write on your wall" and i'll be like, "......i don't have a facebook"
I never had a facebook before because I'm mysterious and sexy. HAHHAHAHHAHA I don't really see the point of one. And I've got no photos to upload and I'm not really into social networking but oh well. I shall just be "cool" now, rahhh.
Yes, so I have a facebook now. I haven't really explored the world of facebook (i.e applications and games)
After getting a facebook, I actually take photos now. Before, I didn't really like taking photos and smiling in front of cameras and I generally very rarely appear in photos
BUT NOW
I"M PRACTICALLY LIANZXXZZZ, which is kinda gross actually.
Speaking of lianzzxxzzz, this year, I swear my english has gotten so bad! I've learnt hokkien words and what nots though i don't really use them.
But now, every sentence has a la lor meh ah and I've been saying sia and walao (sometimes even walao eh) quite a lot. And I say the wrong words or use incorrect grammar sometimes! Oh me oh my.

Today, had tsd in the morning. We all felt pretty stressed up and our schedules cannot get any more packed.
I guess we were all pretty upset, so we sort of had a thrashing session to talk things out,  voice out what were pissing us off, who we were unhappy or upset with. Its good, i guess. Now we know how everyone feels and we can work better together now, I hope! Don't get me wrong, I LOVE MY TSD PEOPLE. Just that, we're together so much, conflicts are bound to happen.
Then I met the two malay girls for a study session at sengkang library. They damn racist, I swear, especially Seri. Just because I have yellow skin, they segregated me :( AHAHHA shrek 2(?) now, funnnnny!
I had fun with them, a lot. I needed it.
And I'll see them again tmr! :DDD
Okay, shrek is very distracting and interesting. I shall go watch it now



now I see, it was all superficial from the start.
Can't help but be disappointed

WHOO MY VERY KIND MOTHER BLENDED JUICE FOR ME. Tropical fruit juice; mangoes, oranges, kiwi, grapes and honey. Niceeeeee
 
 
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letsrockrot
06 May 2010 @ 11:55 pm
Time has been passing so quickly! It's May already and I'm still not quite sure what I'm doing!
I'm so unfocused all the time. At least friends make school tolerable.
Been friggin busy with drama rehearsals for SYF, which ended today :) No more CCA till the new committee is decided, probably 2/3 weeks of no cca :D
But then, I've got the seniors TSD sessions
There's one tmr, 7-9pm, what on earth am I going to do from 12-7!!!!!!!!

My face is crying....its so sad...stage makeup sucks. If my face becomes a pimple plantation...I will.......buy pimple cream :(((
And MR F is back and flooding us with mails on tpjc.net
And I haven't done my TSD work...FML!
roar.
 
 
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letsrockrot
03 May 2010 @ 01:28 am
I'm never home long enough to do my homework!
 
 
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letsrockrot
29 April 2010 @ 10:58 pm
You almost got me,
do we now play a fool?